The Understanding That Lies Poem by Alandra Nicole Moreira

It's like I'm running in circles
Chasing what I want
And being chased by you.
I keep standing in one my place
When my heart says move
And I want so badly to say no
When my heart tells me yes.
Everything around me is a mess.
I cannot deny the truth,
But I must find some meaning in all of this.
Must find a use.
I try to find the words to express
What runs through my mind
But there are no words to describe
And keeping it lock up in there
Pains me deep inside.
I love him, and I really like another,
Then there's fact and truth
That I too love you.
This prospective leaves me trapped
In a whirl of what to do.
One is insecure
Another is a child
And one is a mystery
I would like to solve,
But at the end of a long day of thought.
I sit and wonder sat and sought,
Nothing has changed
The confusion remains.
Maybe its best to remain friends
See how it all plans out,
Maybe in the end
We'll end up together there is a doubt,
If I date him it would hurt you
And if you left me
It would hurt deep,
So I am as confused
As confused could be.
Just do this one thing
Keep in your faith for me.
I have no idea where I will be
Or who with,
This riddle is a dark mystery
A stolen myth.
Love is twisted sunned
And not look upon
Lust is shunned.
But break undo
What's to be done.
Life plays its role
That I must follow
And inside sometimes the decided
Leaves a hole so hallow.
I won't let go if you won't
And maybe we should go out together
But wait to discover
The understanding that lies between us.