Today, I have decided not to be sad because of you.
Not to be unhappy because of you.
The way you treated me is a piled up disappointment I had in you.
But I had forgiven you.
Today, I decided to not please you.
The fact is, no one will ever do.
Today, I have decided to release you.
I thought i can put up with you but actually I can no longer do.
Today, I still miss you.
Tomorrow, I will still miss you.
Somehow, I know I can go on without you.
Tears pooling in my eye whenever I see you.
It is sad because what we had was beautiful.
But I can't have you if you are still not being truthful.
Though it hurts every time I see you
But it hurts more when I know what you said wasn't true.
You lied to get you through.
That's not how I operate and that's not what I can tolerate.
Once or twice may seems cute.
For a long time, it is hurtful.
I know there is someone out there.
Who is more suitable to you.
Who is more acceptive of you.
But I can never do.
And I will never do.
This love for you will never go away easy.
But I know this is a right way for both of us to be happy.
I wish you all the best and hope your path never empty.
May you find what you need.
I am sure it is not with me.
But thoughts of you will always ringing.
Until one day, I hope you will be happy to see me
May your words be less mean
And your intention is well meaning
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Thank you and I think you know you will be in a Happy Place soon. Loved reading your words and don't forget to spoil yourself.