In the outside world,
The sun is shining bright.
But within my soul,
There is black darkness like pure night.
The pain screams loud
But no one can hear me clear.
I begin to wonder,
About my existence here.
What am I doing with him,
If he can't give her up?
I gave him my life,
But apparently it wasn't enough.
Something within me has shut down,
My body's been turned off.
I'm losing my strength,
My mind feels lost.
The deception, the pain,
But he doesn't seem to care.
I feel so betrayed,
What he does isnt fair.
I guess I wasn't good enough,
I guess I loved too much.
Hopefully with Jon,
I'll have better luck.
August 2007
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Something within me has shut down, My body's been turned off. I'm losing my strength, My mind feels lost........betrayal, pain, sufferings, emotions, thoughts about love and the sense of loss....... all that is portrayed in this poem. thank you dear poetess, tony