The Unrequited Love.. Poem by Nihil D

Thunder roars, lightning strikes..
Under that sorrowful rainy night..
I was just like a stray dog.. roaming, And by heaven's or hell's grace..
Met a gaze, full of light..full of hopes...
Like a cloudy night that became full of stars..Sparking and shining..while cold brewing from the air..
Sending a past wave of sadness into my guts..
My eyes became a hell's gate..While the heart beats at a shivery rate..
The spiking tornadoes brewing in my eyes..
Making it full red like a hot melted metal..
Tears-falling onto my cheeks making my vision blurry..
Past memories flooding in front of my soulless eyes..
It was a gaze more likely a sole gaze..
Making my heart go wild while making my soul feel light..
But then; reality hits..
Once a heart full of flowery gardens-Now a graveyard..
Once a soul full of happiness-Now full of hollowness..
Once eyes full of stars-Now full of endless voids.. swirling darkness.
The sorrowful rain only helped me cover the oceans..
A love that was never revealed..now started to break the walls inside me, making me unable to feel the world around me...but still I maintained a smile...while burdens trying to leak out of my lips...
Seeing her with another boy..
Just destroying and making me feel alive at the same time.Past love which is meant to be a heavenly future..
Became a trauma that will never be told..
Was I too early or too late..
Realising the true essence of love...
To love is to destroy... either ourselves or others...
While carrying the unknown burden..
I left again..
Full of fear and full of sorrowful happiness..
On way back home i went to past..
And now into a future where you won't be mine...