The Unseen Poem by Eman Awad

I read behind the lines,
i shouldn't have but i did.
I followed all the signs,
i know i'm alive but dead.
I saw all the smiles,
i drowned among the tears.
I walked all the miles,
weary from all my fears.
Not loved and not hated,
unseen like spirits, like air.
The sky has overrated,
i scream for i'm there.
I've felt that pain before,
i reached out for a hand.
Some how, some thing is soar,
is it life? i don't understand.
I made my heart a way,
out of hell and over cast.
I've lost my memories and today,
i think i've lost my past.
Help me god for i can't do,
any thing, to help my self.
I couldn't strife my way through,
and my dream couldn't defend it self.
I stand at the edge of my soul,
opening my arms as wide as they can go.
I don't think i can take the fall,
darkness is after me and more it grow.
I hear your thoughts and i'm with you,
and i just know what you think of me.
I can't comprehence, to be true,
i've seen how we went till endlessly.
I've seen how you left me, i saw the lies,
but i'm the unseen, i know i disappear.
I won't get lost in goodbies,
so long, but it's that call i hear.
I can't tell where i've been but i'm here,
i'm here but i'm going back so soon.
My soul, i'm holding and near,
near by, those hills i wander stray underneath a moon.
I spread my fingers in front of your face,
but it's like you're dead,
you talked to me and i knew i'm unseen.
You decide a closure and i leave your place,
i kiss you good night and walk by your bed,
i sigh and cry over the ruins of my serene...