The Whispers Of My Soul Poem by Napa Napa

The agony of my soul torn into two is a true plague of love.
Love left and nothing behind to thrive.
It reminds you why you never show that delicate flower locked inside.
Left deserted and frightened.
You find yourself crying to sleep.
Knowing their love was never true.
Your heart bleeding out within that can't be stitched or seen.
Just sorrow is left, anger, and hate.
Hate for being a fool for opening that locked book to someone that had no intention to read.
Disappeared leaving you naked, wounded, and begging for someone to hear your screams.
The light ripped away from my soul just to be left forgotten in my darkness.
Abandon by my own blade with nothing but pieces to put back together.
Not a clue where or how to start.
For what? Maybe some were never meant to have love,
Just to be its victim in showing you happiness can never be attained.
Placed in silence cradling my bleeding heart crying, hiding,
Lost, depressed, and screaming for help that will never come nor see.
Covered by a smile that everyone sees as healed.
When does it stop bleeding? Will it ever stop?
Until then I will stay here in the dark holding my soul and heart.
To guard them until they feel safe and ready to shine.
"Never again, Never again…. Please, never again! " my soul weeps.