Thinking, Hoping, Pleading. Poem by carly bachor

i gaze upon the starry night
i think about our previous fight.
though i knew it wasn't right.
i still see that vivid sight.

no one can explain what went down.
but they see my constant frown.
they wounder if im still around.
if i ever put my razor down.

a continuous bleed.
on my knees i plead.
to take away my need.
to take away my evil deed.

thinking...
hoping...
pleading...

take me away from here.
i don't want him near.
he created the fear.
thats why you see me tear.

he took my innocence.
it makes no sense.
he put up a fence.
to blockade my nonsense.

why should i be shared?
he doesn't care.
it isn't fair!
now you've ripped my tear.