This Is My Story Poem by Queen Taz

Many people lives are corrupt, many kids have experienced living without a father as they grow up.Funny because my story starts the same all my life I've lived with the pain of seeing a struggling mother take care of three would have been four sad part about my little brothers twin He lives no more, a tear dropp fell from his nose to let us know where he was planning to go his father running the streets on the go.me the second oldest of now whats a triangle try look at my life in this angle i consider my little brother as an angel though suffering from a disability he tries everyday to live his life as a normal kid to his best ability.moving on everyday watching my mom as she strives on to make this crazy life a happy home bills after bills watching her as she struggles with her illness-diabetes and trying to feed the mouth of three almost dying in a car crash which landed her in a hospital for almost weeks, her life flashing before her eyes but all she could think about was coming home to Brian, kevin, & I.now with no car no sort of transportation everyday waiting on a ride but patiently waiting...she prayed for my life when i almost lost my life after a human had the nerve to hit me with their vehicle then run never knew if i would make it till the next day to see the rising of the sun amazing because the person is still on the run.Fractures to the whole left side of my body god has bless me to still get up and play basketball because he knows that's my favorite hobby.My little brother has had it rough too walking on I-95 from school because no one bothered to do their job like they are paid to do but thank god for seeing us through; my oldest brother has had a bumpy road to travel down but he always managed to hold his head looking to high grounds. no guidance besides my mom because my father left me to be her responsibility alone, without my mother i would not feel as if i belong; though lacking somethings i can say i have a strong single parenting cheering me on to become someone great no matter what obstacles i have to face.How can a father deny his on kid had the nerve to have a DNA test to see if i was his after fourteen years; $75 dollars he didn't want to give to pay for a special event for his own kid like the prom where i had the chance to get out and live.But enough about me because my father up above not only has a plan for me but also the second creator of me along with my siblings because you have to struggle before you succeed I never knew me and my family had to see trials before seeing the rainbow cross the sky to bring hope to our eyes.This is my story this is part of my life i wouldn't ask you to walk in my shoes because their too tight upon your feet they wouldn't look right their no quite a good fit not even for me.