This Lovely Gravity Poem by Amelia Hammond

I don't know what's wrong with me...
Whatever I do, you are there
You pull me into a heap of emptiness
I thought you were the one I waited for
But I was wrong
I thought you were going to set me free
From this agony in me...
My loneliness
I see you fouund your company...
Your new hope
Now I stand alone
Stuck in your lovely gravity
Whatever I ever do, you will reamin
But now...
It's heavy in my solitary darkness
Now I know how true complete loneliness feels like
I never wanted something so much... like you
But now here I stand
A thousand miles away from you
Seeing how happy you are, now that I'm gone away
And while I remain alone and broken
My scars have been reborn
The only thing that remains left from me is my...
Broken pieces
The pieces that have stayed broken and schattered
I try hard to keep up
But every damn road I choose
Is full of hate, tears, and pain
Im in love with the pain you left me
If its all I will stay with
Then I will die with ut
I never wanted to DIE alone
I wanted to die with you
But you don't feel the same way
Which is why it hurts so much
The moment I'm away from you
I break
I feel the chains that have kept me prisoner of rape...
I love those around me
But I miss your company...
You may not need me...perhaps
But I need you
I feel sufficated under this lonely gravity
It hurts... you left me alone
Igonred me...
Hurted me...
But its just that you can't see it
I love you for a thousand years
But I'm too fragile now..
How that I lost you and Matt
I feel so alone
I thought I would be happy here because of him
But now... hes gone
Gone into the tombs of my heart
I love him so much
That my love died with him
But he told me to follow my heart
That he would love me no matter what...
Thats what I'm trying to do
Your part of them
But now my dreams will always be broken
Like all the roads I've token
All I ever wanted you to know was
That I turn weak when I'm around you
I would die for you
I will be the only person to take a bullet for you
Truly protect you but you avoid it
Im committed to you dead or alive
Your voice is like a hand pulling me down
Keeping me down
I am your closest friend but also your slave
I gave you my heart without you noticing
No matter how hard I try
Something always, always bring me back to you
I'm broken and crumbled
My heart of stone lies bleeding
Because of this gravity
I can see clearly now
Leave me alone like the rest
Pretend like you don't know me
But when I'm gone do what you want
Forget me
Hate me
I don't care, like you don't care about me
I was meant to suffer and remain alone
I love you
But you don't
Its hard to breath with air
Its harder to hide and smile
I thought I was strong
But my ultimate defense is still pretend...
For always I will die under your gravity
I wish you could set me free
But I guess I'll remain broken and alone

By: Dannie