This New Journey Poem by Sandra Marie

I hear this rhythm that goes on and on.
Never ending
Never Dying.
Is it because it belongs to you?

I feel like the way I use to feel
I feel like the person who I did not want to be
It's all your fault...
But wait it's not...It's mine

I didnt want to change who I' am
All this time I said I would change
Now I have I fallen thru the air
And discover a new journey.

I let you in my heart
In my thoughts
In my body.
I can't spit you out.

Yet you spit me out
When I didnt learn
When I didnt cooperate
When i have fallen to oblivion.


Now I'm on my own
Figuring out what the hell to do
In this timeless world.
Can I make it? ?

This fear inside of me
Is eating me everyday
Slowly while I go to
Find what I need to find.


Now trying to see
Who am I going to become
Where am I going to end up.
This is the journey I will have to go thru
To live my dream.