This War Poem by Victoria Ayres

Why am I fighting
This War with myself?
All I know is,
I could use some help.
I want to be happy
My boyfriend and I
Then the war started
And I just want to cry
There are three people
Weighing on my mind
Two I see often
One I fear to find
Clao and Jake
Are the two that I see
Alex is the other
Who frightens me
I know his power
And what he can do
But I CAN tell him
That I WON'T be USED.
But Claudio's mean
And he makes me so mad
Jake is so nice
Missing him makes me sad
But my problem with Alex
Isn't rational at all
My only problem
Is that he watched me fall
Head over heels
Heart screaming out loud
He squashed my dreams flat
Destroyed the cloud
And now all Clao does
Is talk crap about Dee
And that just starts drama
Between him and me
And Jacob, My Jacob,
I someone I need now
I wanted out of the Drama
And he showed me how
But he's locked away
Not literally no,
But his light has been darkened
I can't see his glow
And I'm sick and I'm tired
Of dealing with this
I'm leaning on the edge
And i'm making a wish
I wish Alex and Clao
Would just go away
I wish I could have Jake
Right here today
I wish life was easy
And Dee could be free
I wish this was easier
Easier on me
So now I thank my stars
And my friends all around
Cuz my war is now over
The Victor's been crowned
And I know something
You may not see
You may have helped, but
The Victor, is Me.