Those Feelings Poem by Aliyah Houston

That hopeless feeling, like there's nothing you can do
That purposeless feeling, like you don't know why you're here or why it's you
That deep loneliness, to think theres no one there but you
That deep pain, to believe all of this is true
The sorrow, the hurt
To know you caused this mistake
The people all waiting, waiting to see you break
Those tears you cry from days on
That feeling you feel, to think you'll always be wrong
The desire to be happy, but true happiness you'll never feel
The lies, the secrets, the darkness you never wanted to reveal
They say time will tell, the truth will come
You've been hiding from reality
Today it'll come out
The pain you have, that any other soul will never understand
The desire for a true friend, that one you never had
Those unconfident thoughts
That it'll forever be bad
Those thoughts way deep down
The ones that tell you it'll be okay
The ones that most of the time, we always push away.