Those Moments I Spent Poem by Kestrel Quiambao

All those days, all those nights we spent with each other
Brought us into a sphere of promising warm embrace of joy
You were the only thing in my mind, no more, no less
You were my world, I was your treasure, we lived like is the last days on earth.

Everyday I travel your heart and fill it with happiness and fun
Every night I never spend my time with someone else but you
All those times you made my heart so fragile
All those moments you made me so soft and mellow.

Until one day you met this girl
Forgetting the hours in which we should be together
Left your house without telling me any notice
Lived your own world without me
Spent your golden seconds like I never was a part of your life.

You left my life without reason
You played your part like it's no big deal
You left my heart rotting, melting in a closed cube of nothingness
You destroyed me, left me crying and screaming without voice
You made me gullible, dumb and naive about everything around me.

I gave my heart, body and soul yet you deserted me
I gave up my dignity, honor and trust just to be with you in this unending moment
Yet I was nothing, but some guy made from dust being treated like I am some dog
Waiting for his grave to be done and preparing for my final words and prayers
And left my emotions in a corner, dying and pleading for a final kiss.

I loved you, but you loved her
Loved you like there's no more cold winter
Adored you like there's no more tear needed to be shed
Liked you until I gave up my most treasured things in life
And most painful, I needed you...

I needed everything...
A warm embrace from a soul touching my taken heart
A tight hug keeping me from all these painful memories corrupting my innocence
A soft touch by the hand to make me feel the love I needed
A kiss, a kiss to erase all my worries, frustrations, depressions and despair.

Times passed just like a snap of my fingers
I stood my feet
Reclaimed my dignity and honor
Brought back the smiles I lost
Hoped for the best
And worst, forgot you...

Times passed and she broke your heart
Went to couple of other guys stealing girl's body and soul
Lost herself and got astray
Left in a dark corner, just like I did
With everything stolen from her
She became miserable
Until she ended as nothing, filled with nothingness.

Times passed and you lived alone
Looking for a warm embrace keeping you from the cold winter nights
Searching for a tight hug making you feel that someone cared
Longing for a soft touch, even just from a stranger
And most sadly, a kiss. A kiss to bring you back to your old happy life.

Time passed and I lived alone
Left empty and wondering
Missing the hug, embrace, touch and kiss that I once had
Stargazing alone in the night
Clueless and dumb
My heart straved for love
My body needed touch
I needed you, to complete my life.

Time came and I found you wondering in the streets alone
Dirt and mud covered your once beautiful face filled with innocence
Clothes almost teared by the changing weather of cold and heat
Once strong body, immune to sickness, now prone to all kinds of pain
Fell to the ground, screaming for help without voice
No one cared, no one dared
Until I walked through your path
And held you in my enigmatic arms
Looking at your precious bright face
And took you back, in my life.

All those times I spent changed me
Made me realize
That love is not a game
Life is not a joke
A heart must not be wasted
And with you by my side, I enjoyed those times.

Now I'm happy with these times...