Thought As The Best Big Brother Poem by 'Bri' Bri

I ran as fast as I could, trying not to look back.
I'm running from the fears that you would hurt me again.
that you would try to take advantage of me.
Every night you would sneak into my room when mommy was knocked out cold. You told me to be quite that everything was ok. I believed you. But then you started touching me and I said stop, but you didn't. You then looked me in my eyes and told me not to tell anyone. Yet i was so afraid that I didn't. One day I came home from school, and no one was home. I heard the keys in the door and got so scared that I went in the my bedroom and locked the door. You came knocking, and I heard voices not only yours but another male voice. You said open the door its alright, but I didn't. I then heard a thug on the door and in less than 5 seconds the door was open. You came in and searched for me but couldn't find me. Then you saw me under the bed and pulled me up. You then took off my clothes and told me you promised it wouldn't hurt. Your friend then tied my hand to my bed and told me he would be gentle. I layed there and cried and cried. I thought you were the best big brother any one could ask for.
So I never looked back, I jus kept running. Not caring where I would end up as long as it was far away from you.
I then tripped, and tried to get up but I had this pain in my leg. I looked down and saw that I was bleeding. I heard your voice getting closer and closer, you then saw me and said 'you stupid, stupid little girl'. you then picked me up and carried me to your truck, and cut all my clothes off. I saw two of your friends come out the truck and they started to laugh. I asked my brother why he was doing this to me he said its time you grew up. I said I don't wanna grow up cuz i don't wanna do this. he laughed and he and his friends took their clothes off to.. they then took their turns with me. You then decided that if I lived that I would tell someone... so you started to beat me with your bat, and told me where i was heading is a better place than here.. I jus layed there and prayed that i would die. I looked at my brother and saw the tears in his eyes as he said he was so sorry, and then i was gone.