Thoughtful Thursday! Poem by Haris Rigoo

From the starting of the session
You are the only one who is my obsession
It was love at the first sight
For which I have to continuously fight
From the starting you thought of me as wrong and violent,
While on the other hand u seemed to be like a tyrant,
For not letting me in your life
My only wish is to somehow intrude in your heart
You somehow seem to get rid of me fast
I have been hurt again and again
But that's all i have had from you, 'an eternal pain'
You never believed in my true self
Superficial shell is what u r watching in me.
Times ago I used to have self respect
But, to hell with that as now you are in the perspect.
I am much of a destroyer u think
But did you catch the love in my eyes when they blink?
You never let me in your life like you allow other people
Just because my fault is that I loved u with my utter devotion?
Why?