Time Poem by BlackTea BlackTea

I'm sitting here and I'm scared
While the moments feel long,
Never ending, no limits until it ends
My life passes away, slowly
So slow I won't even notice before it's gone
Moment for moment, breath for breath
Some day I'll sit inside my room
I will not remember all the beautiful nights
Watching the stars
All the wonderful days where I was so happy I could die, living my life
All the things that could have happened but never did
They never happened at all
And i see myself sitting there, quietly
As if the time stopped breathing
As If the air started spreading colors everywhere
Time passing away
But everywhere I looked it was dark, in every moment
Would you see the colors that were there?
Or would you be like me and fade with the time, until my mind is as grey as my hair
I didn't even notice, did not care
And now I sit here in my room
Again
All time just to realize
This room has always been me, myself
Can never escape time