To - Poem by Joseph Orton

If I've offended you
I'm sorry
And I know that I'm a freak
But I can't help it
Even in my darkest shadows
I will always be yours
But I can't change my feelings
As much as I want to
I can't be that person
That person you need
That person you want
That person you desire
And I realize that I'm not special
But I don't wanna be special
I just wanna be normal
I can't be normal
No matter how hard I try
It just doesn't happen
I want it to happen
But it wont
And I'm sorry it won't
But trust me
I can't change
So walk away now
Please?
For me?