To Boy I Had Liked Before Poem by Drushti L.

Hii, I used to like you
And you probably don't even know about it
Because you had someone else in your eyes, to look for in crowd of millions
I had been desperate in a way because I had taken your everyday way of talking in meant to be for someone special..
I missed it the way we used to talk and missed the stuff you used to share..
Because you had confessed your feelings about her and it started gets little weird for me in mind; thinking I liked someone who
likes my friend..
You made me feel like an ugly women and pretty women at the same time...
I had begged in my mind sometimes for your presence
I saw how your efforts were made toward her, while I was dieing in silence
The thing was I can't tell you my feelings
even if I wanted to, for a purpose..
I wouldn't deny ever, she is the most beautiful girl you could ever found,
with her personalities like the petals of flower; she was like a piece of nature within..
But, my brain hated my heart that how it had compared myself towhat she has..
Because it has need of your attention, to become the person whom your eyes wants to look for first...
I used to like you,
Knowing you wouldn't even care if you had known about it..
So, I'm slowly withdrawing my feelings about you within me
Wishing I would just walk by you without feeling unappreciated and ignored
To know that you were just a stranger I was hopelessly was in for..
To say that you weren't the boy I had forgotten what self respect was..
In this withdrawal I just wanted to say,
Whatever I had Said above to the,
' boy I had liked before'...


-Drushti L.