To My Dreams Poem by sangu sangam

Oh my dreams forgive me now
I can't be here with you now
yes I cried then without you I can't be here
breaking my promise because I can't have you ever

Never asked sun or moon wished just a fist of love from
father was the person who just donated his sperm
a lady who needed me for protection was my mother
I was just a plot for her experience and she was my lover

No time wished bad to others, yet couldn't see good times
wanted to be boon to the world, became victim of curse
friends were barely buyers of happiness, nobody to heal my wounds
found shelter in drugs to get rid by teasing friends

Being unaware of money matters, race and religion, world left me alone
absence of light doesn't matter, where living without dreams does
tolerence is weaker than ever before, unable to bear anymore
every birthday remembering me how waste to live anymore

Oh my dreams forgive me now
i don't feel for going, feeling just because don't know returning
let me say good bye to the world, forgive me now and ever