Tornado Poem by Adriaan Noel

Tornado – reply on a movie

Yes we hurt, be get hurt so deep that we can not even begin to fathom the depth of the wounds.
We can not deal with it and we do not know how to even begin to find the reasons and the purpose of our feelings.
We cry for help and no one listens. We cry for help and every turns a blind eye in ignorance and fear.
We are stuck in a bad place, alone and afraid and miserable for many years.

“The purpose of a horse is to just be a horse” …..amazing…….
The world, the people, the loved ones all expects so much from us. Without intention we are doomed by the will of others for us.
When we believe these expectations to be our purpose, we make this our only reason for living, and
When we fail, we are rejected. We will be rejected by the self, and by the other.
In itself, this is probably the biggest failure of all, to love the self, for just being a horse or a man.

“ Being heeled and being perfect is not the same thing! ”……. mind-blowing……..
What does it mean to be heeled then? Does it not mean to have everything fixed to perfection?
Maybe it just means that we don’t have to be perfect BUT we have to be healed!
Our only need is to whole and healthy not to be without flaw and scars.

“The journey is not about something else, not about a horse”……humbling…..
This adventure is about me, about myself, about my own being
Another broken being wil be the guide to my healing
The broken healer knows the way in and the way out of this place of torture

“Trust between beings develops during the complete silence in the dark of the night”…….inspiring…..
To just be quiet seem to be the essence of finding yourself
A friend close by but also at a distance, creating a safe space and comforting presence
Some one who listens, not to words, but to the beating heart.
A caring ear who can hear the whispered sighs from the broken soul

“You will have to give everything you got, all of it, nothing less”……..activating….
If you care for the healing of a man, you are the giver of what he needs
When wil the self be healed? Only when the self is given away.
When you love, expecting nothing in return, you give without shame
You will be loved then, because you love the broken soul, you wil be loved as a broken soul

“It is like taking off the old jacket and putting on the new jacket”……completed…..
When the friendship and trust in yourself blossoms, new life is the beauty
New love is inspired and discovered, sunset and sunrise will witness the dance in awe
Even when we go our way, we wil always stay, we wil never be lonely we wil never be broken
One-ness wil be the cause, the closeness of two broken souls wil bring the healing to perfection


Adriaan Noel