Xolela Leth'nosa

Rookie - 13 Points (13 April / Middelburg Cape)

Toughest Decision - Poem by Xolela Leth'nosa

Yaz last night Andilelang
I have been turning and tossing, turning and tossing
Repeating the same thing, like Usain Bolt running that’s how my heart was beating
Just like a poor billionaire, my mind couldn’t stop thinking
In the left side of my brain which I call the leftwing
It’s were judge-mind was doing the questioning
The question was whether I choose my mom and family or I choose the one I am loving
Recklessly my mind start spinning with no chances of stopping

Around 9pm I decided to take a nap. Hoping that my dreams might help, as I geographically correctly landed in Thongo Land I conformed the map.
I landed in my heart which just like the Big-whole in Kimberly had a huge gap.
Argg I thought it was just the reflection of darkness in my eyes creating a trap.

From the middle to the bottom my heart had an empty space.
Even a best PI would never find its trace.
As it disappeared into thin air like a lighting in a race.
I couldn’t believe it so I said my grace.

Hoping that when I get up I could make a right decision
Which in every choice I make, I would be losing
My mind went insane, no homosexuals this was straight delusion
The question which is choosing was so confusing
Clearly I was a patriot of confusion without solution
In conclusion with such a matter I don’t have a solution...


Luka Noble-Son Thiago Leth'nosa

Topic(s) of this poem: choosing

Poet's Notes about The Poem

Basically I wrote this poem after I had an argument with my use-to-be girlfriend regarding the June Vacations, whether I'm gonna by the holiday with her or my family. As I was stressing I scruple down feelings about the situation, I was in my room and my heart inspired my writing. In the end I chose to be with her for the holiday, only to find out sh was cheating.: (

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Poem Submitted: Wednesday, March 11, 2015

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