Transformation Of A Black Butterfly Poem by Conrad Reed

Lord, I was given another chance, a chance to begin this year off right;

I had a month off for reflection, introspection and I gained so much insight.

I was taught the concept of Mindfulness and assured that this battle I would be able to fight;

My goal was to let go of those who are not worthy and can only acknowledge me in spite.

Aware that just one moment of getting lost in thought would cause old fires to re-ignite;

The routine put in place was to get a great start with affirmations and make sure to pray each night.

There's an old saying I've heard that goes 'Dead men don't bite';

So if I'm able to let go of the past, then my future will surely be bright.

There should be no more crying or sitting around moping and uptight;

But there is no quick fix so to act as if it is would just be pretending to be alright.

Am I 100% able to stay in the moment and avoid setbacks...No, not quite;

The sadness and uncertainty of self is still at a concerning height.

Yet I have put my faith in You and I can say that I can truly see the light;

I am surrounding myself with great people and holding on with all of my might.

My downward spiral to this depressive state was definitely an unraveling plight;

Nevertheless, a transformation is occurring and this butterfly now has her wings and is preparing for her flight!