Troubled Soul Poem by Grishan Ramswamy

Disapointed i lay in my bed
Feelings of worries over my head
Some make me cry and some me sad
Some makes me wonder
If i have been bad

Feeling of hatred and feeling of being mistreated
Cover me up and make me weak
Tears roll down the side of my cheeks
To think i have been cheated

I gave her love and i gave her time
All she gave me was a troubled mind
Did she really love me or was she just there
Was she here to make me live
Or make me die in dispare

where can i find answers
where can i find peace
If there was a place where i find these
do let me know
cause its not worth fallin in love
If its gonna leave you troubled