True Tears (Part 10) Poem by Stephan van Pinksteren

It is piling up,
more and more.
The thing that supported me,
I want to see her.

I did cruel things to you,
I definitely didn't want that.
Maybe I'm cursed,
Not being able to love somebody properly.

I really wanted you to smile,
Because a smile suits you best.
In my mind you were always crying,
I wanted to release you from your tears.

Your tears will be released,
Even though I can do it,
Even then why am I hesitating.
I tried to do everything properly.

Maybe the wounds have vanished,
But the scars have always stayed.