Stephan van Pinksteren

I'm sensitive when I write rhymes,
And with my head in the clouds.
It happens sometimes.
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Deep down inside,
I feel evil in me.
It's so hard to deal with,
I only want to be free.
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Taking my body was the first mistake,
Tearing It apart was the second.
Oh please depression go away,
So I can be free one day.
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Have you ever been lost,
Totally cut off from reality
Have you ever sensed a deep dark void.
Because that’s my specialty.
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Every time I look at her,
Even if it's only a picture.
My breath stops and my heart pounds.
I being wrecked by those horrible sounds.
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Love isn't paradise,
Love isn't pretty.
Please be wise,
Don't do it like me.
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There is a big void in my heart,
Empty and nothing to find.
Once it was full with love.
Filled with someone so kind.
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Meaningless in every way,
Trying to figure it out.
The one reason for me to stay,
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I wish I could be that,
I hoped that someone could show me the way.
But I'm better of dead.
Or at least gone far and far away.
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Time and time again,
I get to this place.
When there is no return,
Where I can't see her face.
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My body is weak,
My heart is broken.
My mind messed up,
My soul unspoken.
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Within the spreading darkness,
I search for the truth.
Maybe I'll never find it,
Maybe it never gets smooth.
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My smile trembles,
My voice shakes.
In this dreary scenery.
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The you inside me,
Is always crying,
I believed you wanted me,
To wipe away your tears.
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I look through the bottle,
At the light of the sun.
I stared at the sparkling light,
From the fluid within.
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I wanted to catch you,
I reached out my hand.
At that time,
Snow started to fall.
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Following the road to emptiness,
Leaving everything behind.
Reaching out to the nothingness,
The pith black dark I'll find.
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Grief, darkness and despair.
Try to run, try to hide,
Before it catches you there.
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This can't happen,
It shouldn't it couldn't,
It mustn't it wouldn't.
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Release me from a world unknown.
And take away the pain,
That I've never shown.
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