True Tears (Part 7) Poem by Stephan van Pinksteren

I'm still wallowing in my worries,
She helped finding a way out.
I was thrown in disarray,
When she was not around.

I'm confused because I'm alone,
Even in the darkness,
I'm sure it's reassuring,
To have someone there to walk with me.

Why do neither of you ever tell me?
If I don't understand, then I want to be told.
If no one tells me,
Then we can't solve the problem.

I tried to understand myself,
It pains me to see myself worry so much.
In spite of that, there is nothing I can do,
I'm a different person from then.

I've changed over and over again,
Is it fine, do people have to change.