Trust Issues. Poem by Jinna Windsor

"I promise." you said "i'll never hurt or abandon you."
you said, where are you now?
Where did you go?
You're not around anymore...
Why?
Did I scare you by telling you my feelings?
Did I hurt you more than you hurt me?

No, I didn't hurt you at all.
If I did you would've told me, that's just who you are.
but why me?
Why leave me when I needed YOU most?
Why hurt me and blame me for us not talking?
"She's weird"
No. I'm not weird
I'm unique,
and I needed you there.
as a friend..
but you couldn't even be that.

Maybe it's good you're gone.
So I don't have to waste my time
and energy into something that won't end well
and have an unhealthy outcome.

But I just want to know one last thing...
Was it fun playing with my heart?
And did you know that you're the reason why
I have trust issues?