Two Different Loves Poem by camila dulce

Love of my life,
I stand in the background
Through your ups and downs,
Your winning and losing
Your dark nights
And waking hells.

Love of my life
I think of you with kindness
Although you left me
I know you suffered
And died a death
When you remembered

Love of my life
My arms were waiting
And would have done through the torment
Of what we let slip away
Till the end days

What infinite sadness
What total lack of courage
What misplaced bravery I saw in you
What pain and suffering
You and your “loving”
Put me through.


There is nothing sadder in this life than
to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you. After they promised to love you forever and ever
while you were falling for it. after they walked out of you life, dreams. and heart.
To watch the distance between your two bodies expand
until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.