Unaware Poem by heroine bard

Swell inside and build a bomb.
It was created to explode, but it won't.
Within, you scream your heart out.
And yet, you realize that you don't.

Put your head down to think of who you can tell.
Drown in disappointment as you find no one.
Hopes rise as there's someone you're fell.
But depression drags along with no sun.

Creating images in your mind of what won't happen.
Writting it down, expressing all you knew.
Knowing it wouldn't work; only in the times
Where happiness and glee is the one crime.

Don't cry now-you are loved by all.
But only hold yourself to thank.
You close in and don't let your tears fall.
Or may you grant your with in what you just drank.