Unbelieveable Poem by Immortal blank state

Unbelievable:
Has there ever been something in your life that you just couldn’t explain to anybody?
You were too miserable and felt nobody would ever understand?
It’s confusing.
Now you feel like no one cares.
That you are just left all alone.
You make one mistake.
And it all just blows up in flames.
You didn’t mean it.
You wish you could take it back so this wouldn’t happen.
But it won’t go away.
You want it there.
Some things go the way u want it to.
Others don’t go the way u want it to.
It all just happens.
Finally the thing I always wanted has happened.
But maybe I don’t want it.
I wanted it so bad that it just went away.
Maybe I do want it.
I just need to give it a chance.
Before that mistake overtakes me again.
Because you won’t realize you need it until it’s gone.
Everything is all just so unbelievable.

[[written on November 30th,2007.]]