Under The Weather Poem by Asma Khan

Have I lost the touch of living after you?
I can't seem to have that feeling now.

Have I given up all in the time's lap?
I don't deserve to suffer from the pain anymore.

Have I asked for a lot to be given?
I can't notice the lack of your presence now.

Have I stood against all odds alone?
I don't want to combat with the shadows of your claims.

Have I passed all stages of hardships?
I can't find your share in any one of them now.

Have I thought of tomorrow in tomorrow?
I don't need to nestle in doubts laying in wait for you anymore.

Have I conquered my conscience over desires?
I don't return to open books of the past now.

Have I sought your existence in my life again?
I can't justify why I would do it over anymore.

Have I sunken to the bottom of my dreams ever?
I don't have the desire to reach you anymore