Undertow Poem by clay perry

i just wanted to say this poem is so unusual for me, but it had its own breath,


Morose fill shards of agony Pierce my sorrow
laden heart, bittersweet misery, yet it beats
on determined to make me feel every tortured,
labored beat.
Mentally existed, Ive nothing left for you to
rape, you've taken all that mattered, you've soiled
all I held dear.
Introverted a sunken hulk, a fragile ghostly shell
of my former vibrant self, ripped away any joy
which i harvested, nourished with love ones.
Downtrodden spirit stagnant, systems filthy
venom coursing through me, delivered posthumously
by hideous creatures lusty fangs.Dripping bile, mingles
into varicose veins, rotting flesh ripped away, maggot
infested wounds its gift to me.
Oh how deserted thoughts have become, sun I scoff
at you for its permanent night eternal, which reins
inside my mind, ripe with a new fear, I've developed
a craving for loneliness, a tasty morsel to my palate of
self inflicted cruelty.
No longer able to fend off increasing attacks on my
belief in humanity, how shall I resist this desire to let
morality slip into unfathomable abyss, comfortable levels of
despair my home, well how was your day?
clay 4872