Unknown Poem by Christon SykesSmith

The pain that bleeds through my eyes is the pain that was caused by lies.
The lies that you materialized to cover up your bad side.
its the bad side that i need to see
for if i cant handle you at your worst i don't deserve you at your best.
Just because i am a beast does not mean i don't know how to be gentle.
Gentle with my love
gentle with my hands.
These hands have helped me cheat you on… i swear i was your loudest fan.
A fan that you turn away and disown instead your find another fan
he will never cheat as load as me
but thats ok you will have a chance to see
that he might do for now
but he will break down
kind of how you broke me down
yea I'm on the ground for now
but this isn't the first time
me and the ground go way back
before i even knew you
before i know love was real and not a fairy tail
but even then i put my tail between my legs and ran
ran from then thought of being hurt again
the running never stopped just kept going
no true destination
but you still found a way to meet me at the finish
wait its not you
she's better