Christon SykesSmith

Run'en through life like it's a simple game
So confused don't know why I came
Who i am what I'm here for
Where did I come from Why don't I fear anymore I feel like a door
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Fear of love,
Fear of hate,
Fear of staying out to late.
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The mountans where I wanna be
The tree that is see is the closest thing to home for me
The flowers blowing in the breeze
The tranquility of the buzzing bees
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Sitting in the dark,
Waiting to be found,
Sitting in the dark,
Where no one can see you frown.
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Sleeping in the shadow of death
Waiting for its cold embrace.
But it never comes,
Sitting in the dark curled up and defenseless.
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Livin a life
And living a lie
Same thing just not f
Just keepen it real.
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The sun shines upon everything even in the hour of death.
The plants,
People,
Civilization.
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Getting played and then shut down.
Spark.
Getting beat up then thrown on the ground
Spark!
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Pack of six.
Unbreakable.
Undefetable.
Unstoppable.
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Flying in a frozen wasteland.
Which is my mind
Freezing.
Dyeing.
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The soothing pitter patter of rain
Setting the tempo
Next comes the lightning
Expressing itself in wild bursts of pure passion
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Looking in the mirror seeing a monster
Staring back at me
Wanting to feel normal
Wanting to go out to the sea
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Raining on this wonderful day,
Can't go out to play,
Acting like you staying in anyway
Did this rain just ruin your day
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I can’t believe this power outage lasted this long
I hate being stuck in this elevator
I’m just going to sitting in darkness letting it consume everything
waiting for a blast from the lights
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Finding her lost in her own world
Like a sheep in the meadow.
Seeing she in failing to understand
That we go hand in hand
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Falling forever
Never to hit the ground
Nothing to hold u down
Nothing except a frown
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I am not my hair
I am not my skin
I am the actions you see my do
I am the word I follow through
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The pure silence of nature rings in my ears
The shear time to think brings up my greatest fear
In total darkness I stand tall
In the brightest light i start to fall
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I cannot cry because I ran out of tears
I cannot feel through all this pain
I wont laugh because there is no happiness left
I cannot love because I was not loved
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Every time it rains a piece of my life breaks off
The pieces of my life bombard me with tears that i don't shed
The lightning is the physical pain and assault that i endure
The thunder is me screaming when I am left by my dad
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