Unsaid Actions Poem by justin harrington

My arms are bleeding
my Minds a mess
my emotions build high
and so does the stress

its like my life is over
but it hasnt begun
all i ever wanted
was to be loved by someone

for awhile i was
but it did not last
have hope for the future
and forget all the past

thats what im told
but it never works out
all i do is cry
and sometimes even shout

my baby loves
someone other then me
nothing i do can change that
not anything that i can see

id take my own life
if i wasnt so afraid
of how that would effect others
as i slowley fade

so im stuck in this loop
of sorrow and pain
to say that im normal
just puts my words to shame

if there was ever a chance
to be loved by you
id do anything it takes
to help us get though

i have a million things to tell you
but i dont know where to start
all my emotions tell me
ive just taken it too far