Untold Demons Poem by ashley roberts

I think about more than i forget
Upset that i live only on a regreat
I elect a lie to become a defective truth
Then blow it up and blow this roof
noone can say i had a easy life
I tried hard but took a fast dive
Strive to be the best and stand tall
In the end i drive one ten in to this wall
Nightly nightmares of my past demons
Looking for a excuse for them or just a reason
If i could i know i would beat them all down
I know i can't because i have tried and i drown
I frown on evil and smile on love
I don't belive in the lord up above
I do belive i'm the blood of a white dove
For reasons untold i suffer every day
Unable to stand the hurt needed to say
Unable to stand the nightmares if i stay
The truth is everyone knows how i suffered
They just reject the thoughts and don't seem bothered
but i can't forget or reject any thoughts
Because my lifes demons have always hovered