Waiting For That Day Poem by ashley roberts

I have spent all my time waiting for that day when everything will be ok
Now i stand here feeling so scared and alone wishing it would just go away
I need some kind of understand or some peace within to let me sleep tonight
with out knowing what is eating away at me, i just need you to hold me tight
i will be ok as long as i continue to try but i, no i cant keep on this fight
They say one day i will be happy again but i struggle to remember when last i was
because Evan though i laugh and smile i just know i cant feel a angels touch
I try to fix myself and i try to win but this war on my past as got me giving in
I try to be kind to most of the world and hope that they don’t turn out like me
because i am oh so scared that in years to come, in me evil is all you will see
I give out my money on gifts to some, just to make them smile so i don’t feel so numb
A smile makes me feel and that’s all that i want but other than that emotion i feel none