Unwanted Secret Poem by Ashley Dembinski

A secret that no one has ever known.
Kept tightly locked inside my fragile mind.
Who knows where this secret is going to go,
All I know is that it's driving me to decide.
Whether it's going to leave me or keep growing inside.
I can't let go to what he's done.
Left me in a tightly sewn box.
He's loved me, but then again he's used me.
Five years or nourished pain and never ending lies.
This secret has not yet left me alone.
It's here to deliver it's demise and cause me to wallow in grief.
Of someone that uses me instead of just get rid of me.
This secret has not left me alone.
It's there when I'm trying to love and forget.
When will these thought's leave my dome,
I just want to be left alone.

This fragile mind has had,
Another nervous wreck.
It's dying softly; and yet,
He's growing inside me again.
Like an over grown vine,
That's wrapping around my insides.
Who knows when this secret is going to,
leave my shattered dreams.

I have been left to decide its fate.
I choose to leave it behind.
It's been tearing me up inside;
For these last 5 years have been,
Nothing but unsaid.