Up(Miss You) Poem by Yenum Iwenwa

I always wondered if
I'd see you when I look
Up.
I've been down for a while now
Mind in a dark place
Thoughts in disarray
Wondering about going
Up.
I still wonder why you left
Did you really leave?
Or were you taken
Up?
Would I meet you there?
Or am I going to a different place?
You know that
Being without you
Has been the most unbearable
Feeling ever felt by me
So please tell me
Would I see you
When I finally go
Up?