Void! Poem by Flencirose Basera

My emptiness is so unreal
My pain so hidden
In a shelter within myself
Protected and saved!
I regret so much
I rejoice at your life
I cry for your breath
Yet I sneeze for want
You the breeze that cools the burning soul
I dream of a sanctuary of solace
Created by one like me
Who clicks and connects instantly
Believe in that which controls fate
That which causes confusion in my life
If I could make the events that shape my life real
If I could turn negatives into positives
If they could just let me
I have flung my arm around
Guess what I have gripped nothing
It says touch the hem of His garment
Only emptiness and nothingness is a constant
Hope fades so fast
Who would blame self
No one as nobody is there
I stay put in an area that is raw for that which is put my way!