Wait Mom! ! Poem by Paranoid Andy

Twenty long years on this world,
Nothing achieved, nothing done...
I wasn't the boy...
wrong in every possible aspect,
no aims, no dreams,
nothing to become,
nothing done right.
never even made my parents feel good.
yes i know I am not the boy..
My mom expected a genius;
A perfect...
i just taunted her dismay
An ordinary in school, in studies, extra curriculars, games and what not
In everything I was a loser
just a none;
In the sea of competion where just winners had a say..
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my childhood was a lot better
I missed it like anything....
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I could not survive
messed up everything
the world is not for losers
and am no exception
still i walked along
limping my way into life..
i wanted to live,
Hoping life has some silver lining
atleast that kept me going..
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Mom couldn't smile, I couldnt make her..
she couldn't boast about her son
she regretted
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in the walk of life I got left,
yearning to hold moms fingers
wishing to get back the days when just I mattered the most
when I was new to the world...

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wish I could cry out and say
'wait mom, your boy has still a lot to live'