Waiting By The Phone Poem by I Am Here

I can't explain it
The feeling
The sunken feeling
The tears that are dried
And retraced
The hope that feels so lost
The tears that overcome me
Just so randomly
I feel heavy and I hurt
My chest and body aches
I feel so bitter and lifeless
I feel split to write a word
For words are my worst enemy
No more gratitude to the art
And the love that's inside
It has been shattered
And broken
And all I know it is me
It is all my fault
No madder what had been relayed
No madder how I tried so selfishly
To save what I brake blindly
It hurt more than save
It is me and to see it
Its a terrible feeling
And that is all that
I can express in the silence
At the moment for a moment has been made
While I wait sitting by a phone
Just me myself and the hands of love
Resting beside it
Always waiting for an invisible ring
A heart to answer it
I feel so horrible
I just cant say
I just sit and wait
Always..