Wanting Wrong Poem by faith toney

Craving deep desire
making me urge you more
wanting what I feel I couldn’t have
why do I want so badly a challenge to over come
and why do I seek it in such afflicting ways
I know my right and wrong
so why do I lean towards a new wrong
when I just got over my last
I need a consolation
my faults are so easily clear
for my world to see
I joke around but deep down I know the truth
you make my head spin every direction
all I want is to focus
focus on you but I don’t want you like that
so why am I in so deep
all so soon
one day was all It took
and one sentence is all it took to lose you
but I don’t even have you to lose
so why am I all confused
wouldn’t life be easier if you never asked my name
if I only never sat on that couch
why did it have to be you
I can do so much better
but until I have that better
I’ll want you as mine
until I regret all