‘...the nature of war consisteth not in actual fighting,
but in the known disposition thereto during all the time
there is no assurance to the contrary'.
Thomas Hobbs - Leviathan
It is only a small memorial -
then it is only a small village.
There are forty-six names in all;
each precisely carved into the granite plinth -
an alphabetical index of unwarranted waste.
My grandfather's name
appears half-way down the first list:
‘Killed In Action - September,1917'
They never found his body -
lost, they said, amid the mud
of some corner of a foreign field.
The second role is shorter and my father,
a captain, is listed fifth from the top.
I cannot remember him, of course, only a
faceless figure in uniform bending over me.
I was four when the telegram arrived,
too young to understand my mother's grief,
but old enough to help wipe away her tears.
I have a photograph of the two;
a faded, sepia-tinged picture,
dog-eared and creased with age.
It shows them - my grandfather in his uniform,
my father, aged five, upon his knee -
proud faces set as they gazed
in to the camera's eye.
I left the village several years ago,
moving to the city, but I return
to the memorial each November.
It is weather-worn and has
grown grimy over the years,
though the names can still be read
by those who wish to remember.
I have a son of my own now.
He is five and fascinated
by the old photograph.
Next year, I may take him with me
to the village to see the memorial.
I think it right that he should know of such things,
that he learn reality -
that guns are not just toys
and bombs vivid noises
from a child's imagination.
One day, he may have sons of his own.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem