Welcome To The Real Thing Poem by jason elix balintona

Couldn't understand this feeling now i feel
sometimes thinking 'could this be real? ';
not a chance of love, not a soul full of cheer
and i'm asking this 'Is this really here? '

Mind keeps on playing tricks on me
as it did in the past;
dark clouds crowding over easily
like hiding behind the mask

Words have been spoken
yet actions never made true;
all my loved ones i've been losin'
and it was not thanks to you

Being confined in this chamber called life
not being able to escape it;
being dragged along the river of lies
i still haven't made it

Visions of my death came long ago
then i don't want people to know;
yet they noticed and suddenly spoke
'WAKE UP, IT'S REALITY', sudden i awoke

Reality can be painful
at times it can be rough;
we can't help sometimes to be 'unpeaceful'
that's the hour when we had enough...