What Am I Gonna Do? Poem by Jade Nock

What am I gonna do?
Be who you want me to
Just to make you happy
Do things for others
Forget about myself?
I don’t matter…
So why not
No one would know
Any different
Im just the girl over there
The one who noone talks to
No one wants to be seen with
The one who yearns for happiness..
So what difference would it make
To be me, or who you want me to be?
After all its up to you..
you do seem to run my life so
I don’t have a choice..
Right?
NO THAT’S WRONG! !
Its my life, ill live it how I want! !
Your not gonna rule me..
I jus wanna live my life
The way I want to
Your never gonna stop that!