What Did I Do? Poem by Norvelle Gross

WHAT DID I DO
DID I HURT YOU
OR
DID I TELL YOU THA TRUTH
WHY?
I WOULDN'T LIE TO U
OR HIDE FROM U
AN U ASK ME WHY DID I HURT U?
NO QUESTION IS WHAT DID I DO TO U?
NOTHING
I SAT THERE WHEN U WERE BEATEN, RAPE AND CONTEMPLATED
I SAT THERE WHEN U WANNA ME TO HOLD U AN TELL U WASN'T WRONG
WHEN DAMN WELL U STARTED IT BUT NO I LOVED U UNTILL U WAS GONE
BUT STILL I WAKE UP SICK AS A DOG
TRYIN TO FEED U CLOTHED U TO SAVE U
BUT IM THA ONE U TURN UR BACK ON
SO WHAT NOW U ASK?
SO WHAT NOW! !
ITS OVER
YEP ITS LL OVER
IM GONE
NOPE BUT U WANT ME TO STAY
AN I PLAY UR DESIRE TO CRY FOR ME
BEG FOR ME
AN STILL I WAKE UP
THINKIN WHAT DID I DO?