What Do I Do Poem by Da'Vetta Hayes

What do I do when the love I feel is far away but my marriage is so near?
What do I do when my heart aches for me to back down out of constant fear?
What do I do when I have to leave the only home I know?
What do I do when I try to be calm and not let my anger show?
I cant do this on my own; I need that person there to help me.
I need someone to count on that will clear the storm to help me see.
I cant believe I was so stupid to try and comply to their life style.
I am no cup of tea that wears a dress and walks down an aisle.
What do I do when i want to break all of the rules and start making my own?
What do I do when I stop listening and start talking because you told me I'm grown

I guess you can't tell me what to do anymore now that I figuered out that I am in control of my own life and you don't run me anymore.........