What Do I Do Poem by jesica reeder

lets sleep till the sun burns out

all i do is sleep
sleep this life away
shake from the meds im on
shake from the aggression and anger i have in you
loving you in every way
getting nothing back in return
what did i do
what did i do to kill you
what did i say
what did i say to harm you
God please let me stay
to walk life away
to see the joy in their eyes
when they are with my lover
when they marry the man of my dreams
when they take the last thing away from me
what do i do
what do i say
do i just walk away
or do i stand there and stay