What Have I Done? Poem by Connor Brown

what have I done?
this bitter taste has taken me over
this certain uncertain ground has taken me over
I tread across an open sea
I tread across just to be
taken over
I arrive, and over time
the pain takes over
and what I can't let go
pulls me under
it had no hesitation
so unredeemed,
so unresolved,
the night comes soon
and these illusions will fade

and it's only you that could tell the
suffering I have
Where have you gone?
Why have you left?
what have I done?